October 5, 2024: Nobody matters but you, have respect for yourself.

Hey Lovie’s! Today has been an amazing day and I know it has been so for you as well! I am a little tired right now but I started the day off with a morning walk. I'm at PV right now and yesterday we went to a party, and man, when I say I had funn. I was completely sober, and I kept complimenting guys ( who deserved it) and 2 asked for my insta, in no way did I want them. Then there was this one guy, and when I tell y'all this man… anyways I went up to him and asked for his insta, and he was the most mannered one, and he asked for my number instead, tehehehehe. Anyways, Yeah It was really funny as well, and It felt freeing not caring what others think, and just living in the moment. After my morning walk, I drank some water while reading, and cleaned up my bestie's room. She ended up waking up, and we were supposed to eat breakfast at 10:00 am… we didnt eat till almost 2 PM. Then we went to walmart and decided to all dress in hello kitty onesies, and house slippers and have a movie night and enjoy ourselves. They are gonna green and drink, and I kinda wanna join but at the same time it's really not something I care for. It's mostly being able to actually participate in these games, but I do know it's not absolutely necessary, so we will see. I wanna communicate to yall about social events: it's important when you go out to have the mindset you don't owe anyone anything, that you deserve the utmost respect, that you don't need any man/female that gives you the slightest attention, and especially that because everyone else is doing it you need too as well. It's important that you hold yourself as the most important person there and remember there isn't any person around you who is more than you or even lesser than you. No one cares if you throwin ass and it aint even movin, no one cares if you standin stiff as a door, and no one definitely care if you starin the fuck out niggas, cause they starin too. Embarrassment isn't an emotion you should allow to take over you or even exist in it, yes, have decorum and know time and place, but the little stuff like those things or even asking a guy/girls number dont matter. Respect yourself, but don't hinder yourself. No one’s opinion matters love, nooo one, and especially don't let anybody make you think you have to do anything you don't want to do. There were so many boys, with no manners whatsoever, one even slapped my ass and thought I would be okay with it, because all these girls have no self-respect, wanting any physical comfort from anyone they get some from, since they choose to not understand and get comfortable with yourself. No matter what you shouldn't be in any relationship, even talking to no one, if you aint comfortable with yourself. To end this off, you are worthy of all you deserve, you deserve the utmost respect, you do not need to conform to those around you, and you should have the UTMOST respect for yourself.           

Question of the day

How do you unwind after a long day?

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My answer: Reading, and drinking tea!